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…going in for work today…just realizing how much I have on my mind. I feel like I’m being stabbed in the back.

LOOK AT MY COUPE++ by cashthemenace on #SoundCloud

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i don’t know if you’re reading this whoever you are but hopefully you can bare with me as i talk about what’s been going on. well i don’t know where to really start but it’s not the same as it used to be. why doesn’t she love me? it seems like you’re considered a bitch or a pussy if you love or show love. i know I’m not perfect but i do give a fuck and i do love her. she’s playing games and going on about how scared she is as if i was a horror movie or something? am I the only one who loves and doesn’t joke? is loyalty just a me thing? i thought everybody had relationship goals? see you got goals but when that shit comes right in front of you, you just stand there for like 5 minutes and then run away. how does that work? this message is for anyone that feels how i feel. i talked to her about this but i just feel like it will never be an understood topic. i can’t leave because of how many fucks i give and I’m not the type to pretend or fall into that “let’s fuck bitches and get money cuz a bitch is just a bitch” type of dude. i have my own belief that all these niggas that’s getting money want the females to come with it because if not, well see nobody would be born if that was to happen. you ever been thru so much pain that you would never wanna put someone thru that? well I’m that guy. when i love, I’m loving hard and everything I’m gonna say to that special someone is coming from the deepest parts inside of me. I’m also a Gemini so I guess that plays a part or maybe i think love is a great thing. I don’t believe that love shouldn’t hurt because if you really think about it, not everyone is like you but you hope that the one you’re with will at least understand you. That’s all I want. When it’s time for me to go to bed at night, this shit haunts me to the core. I can never get sleep. When I say sleep I’m talking about a legit 8-10 hour sleep. I fuck around and spend time on this girl because I’m in love with her character over everything. Timing is cool too but to actually like the person for them is a connection in my eyes. I’m a sapiosexual when it comes to this girl but i still feel like she should understand that i love her. It’s actually more than love. I don’t listen to anybody when they try to tell me how to love her if I should or should not love her, that’s never good. She’s scared of me leaving her because that’s what everyone else has done in the past. I understand how that is because I’m adopted and yeah, abandonment is never funny to deal with but if I’m here for you and I’ve been here for you, physically, I want you to be comfortable and love me because I love you for loving me and you love me too. Isn’t that shit bomb? that’s the best connection you could ever have. I don’t like telling her what she deserves, i like to give her what she never knew about. I show her a lot more than I tell her just because I know she probably has heard it all before and i don’t wanna repeat history I just wanna make it. I love my baby. Can she love me too?